I am missing you today .......for my nanny :(
They ask me how I am doing and I smile and just say fine
I don't have the words to say whats really on my mind
My heart just feels so broken and shattered there on the floor
I can't see how it will be the same it's so different than before
Flashbacks of the good times are haunting me day and night
I wish to God I could turn back time and make this all alright
I hide my pain behind a smile and pretend so they can't see
they all think I am a rock but I am just as weak as weak can be
My days consist of sadness and pain beyond compare
I go to the phone to call you and forget that your not there
I begged and pleaded and prayed today that it was only just a dream
but woke up today without you here and I can't help feel its just so mean
I am alone in a room but surrounded by all those who care
but their words just don't change the way I feel so I just sit and stare
They say that time will heal all wounds and this pain will soon subside
but they don't know what I see, each time I close my eyes
I know your up there dancing and happy with your love
but please look down from time to time with love from up above
I will keep moving forward but today its just too hard to do
so I will stop and sit awhile and think of the good times I had with you
